Saturday, 31 July 2010

Waiting..

I have begun to realise that i am possibly the most impatient person (ever).
I have also begun to feel that this is all my life consists of recently.. waiting waiting and more god dam waiting. Today looking up at the clock on the wall of my workplace. (Countless times) Watching the heavy hand of the clock (struggle) to tick away. I realised that what i was really looking for, was not the time.. just simply a time Clock Master! (someone in my own mind who speeds up time, just enough till i make a speedy exit and make my way home). I really would like to know how long a average person spends waiting in their life time.. think, que's in shopping stores, waiting for a bus, waiting for a friend, waiting for your favourite soap to start every night, even waiting for the new year to arive. Everyones lifes are made up of just simply waiting. Does it do good to be patient? I think so..
Maybe i just blabber on and i think i do. 
But tomorrow i have decided to start fresh... No more impatientness.. Oh no.
I have decided to enjoy life more.. Because we aren't waiting to live we are really just living to die.
Ill make the most of it i recon.

Friday, 30 July 2010

A Typical Day.

Today i awoke to the beaming sun, burning through my eyelids it was peaking through my blinds. (you know that little bit in your blinds that doesn't quite hide the outside well enough in the mornings) well yes that. After around ten minutes of tossing and turning under my duvet, trying to hide away from the torchering light...i realised that i was not going to get back to sleep, and that i may as well give in and get up.
Today so far has been a day like many. Tedius.
Events of my day so far...
Scoffing my face with Jaffa Cakes - The fact that they are (mini) makes me feel much better about scoffing my face with them.
Flicking through day time TV. Only to find overweight, loud and probably drunk people, screaming at one another on chat shows.
Opening numberous letters from a local college asking me why i am not replying to any of there countless emails, leters and phonecalls. isn't is obvious?
And again now nibbeling on my final (mini) Jaffa Cake.
I must now get ready and make my way in to the dreaded Huntingdon town, it is here you find a jungle of chavs and hoodies ready and waiting for their next victim to hurl their abuse at :)
Delight. I now continue on in a Typical Day...